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    Sunday, August 28th, 2005
    08/28/05 @ 8:49PM
    fuck abuncha beeeeeeeeez or something.
    yeah so i bee or something my granny said it was a yellow jacket, stung me in the eye lid at work friday. it swelled then went down, so i thought it was all going to be ok. but im not that lucky. so friday afternoon me and kai leave for ill..
    that night my eye lid started to swell again. saturday moring i wake up and my eye is almost swelled shut, obviously i was pissed. not only that but i have to go watch kai's bro play football. but i wore her sunglasses so i looked like a rockstar or something. people kept looking at me and i laughed.
    all of kai's family were being nice and being nice to eachother, it was kinda weird. but it was a good thing for sure. so yeah basically all i did was hang out while kai got to see her fam and some friends. it wasnt too bad i dont guess. i didnt die or anything and plus kai was there so i was happy.
    i love her like something crazyyyyyyy.
    oh yeah pizza hut didnt have stuffed crust or something so kai was kinda sad and so was i. i was kinda looking forward to it, but they suck and ran out or something like losers.
    i hope my eye gets better or something.

    fuck anything with a stinger.
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    Sunday, August 7th, 2005
    08/07/05 @ 3:12PM
    OH YEAH I FORGOT...
    KAI LYNN I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING..
    SILLY.
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    08/07/05 @ 11:44AM
    so i guess im kinda siked about riding my bike.
    it was a good time.
    kai hung out with some girls while i did some bmxing.
    i had to drive somewhere in indiana to get her.
    i dont like indiana at all.
    the bike shop i goto closed.
    thats pretty weak.
    i guess thats about it really.
    seeya.
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    Thursday, July 21st, 2005
    07/21/05 @ 6:03PM
    i had to work longer than usual today..
    kai didnt like that very much..
    but i found out how much i mean to her..
    it makes me feel really good to know that i mean so much to someone..
    she is the best thing that i have..
    she is my fav..
    i love her forever and more than anything..
    im hungry..
    im poor..
    kai made my lj look cooler i think..
    i like pac man alot..
    thnx kai, i love you...
    weeeeeeeeeeeeee

    Current Mood: loved
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    Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
    07/20/05 @ 6:24PM
    so yeah...
    i think i want to ride bikes alittle, but its way too hot..
    so i suppose ill just wait the heat out and ride when its not so hot..
    me and kai have argued alot recently..
    well not really alot but more than before..
    i dont like it at all..
    its the stupidest thing ever..
    my back kinda hurts, i dont think thats a good thing..
    i wish i was cooler..
    im lame..
    ugh..
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    Thursday, July 14th, 2005
    07/14/05 @ 7:32PM
    super mario..
    yeah so mario games are pretty much awesome..
    old games in general are awesome..
    i think ive been playing games too much though..
    i guess im too excited about them now..
    other than that im boring as fuck..
    i dont even have anything to say really..
    im glad i still have kai around..
    she is the best thing ever..
    i think i make her feel bad alot or something though..
    i dont mean to but it happens..
    i love her more than anything..
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    Sunday, July 10th, 2005
    07/10/05 @ 7:05PM
    ......
    i dont really have anything to say..
    i just wanted to say something on here..
    its been awhile..
    i want some money..
    i want to buy cool stuff..
    if you have some money for me let me know..
    see ya..
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    Monday, July 4th, 2005
    07/04/05 @ 6:52PM
    ugh im haggard..
    so yeah kai got sick the other night it was pretty gross..
    but i love her so i tried to help her and make sure she was ok..
    then i took her to see her mom in illi..
    it wasnt so bad..
    my whole mission was to avoid her crazy dad if at all possible..
    i guess it was a success because i never had to see him or talk to him..
    i didnt get to shave the whole time i was there..
    so i looked like a haggard bum or something..
    i got the other side of my lip re done..
    its cool i guess..
    kai likes it, she said its "hawt"..
    shes so punk rock....ha
    its kinda weird having it back in there..
    but i like it..
    i hope i never have to give kai back to her mom..
    her mom is nice to me though..
    and she has been really nice to kai..
    so i like that alot..
    im glad kai and her mom have been getting along..
    i wont let kai go back to her dads..
    he is shitty to her like no other..
    i want to take kai to NY..
    so im going to save money and go..
    kai thinks nate is nice..
    so im pretty siked that she gets along with him..
    i mean he is my best friend and all..
    and they better get along because they both are staying around..
    ive pretty much been happy these days..
    its awesome..

    Current Mood: happy
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    Saturday, June 25th, 2005
    06/25/05 @ 9:51PM
    my skin...it burns..yes!
    so i got kai to goto the lake with my dad my brother and me this weekend..
    she said she wasnt going to get in the water because it was nasty..
    i told her i was going to throw her in..
    but i didnt..
    she got in on her own, i was pretty siked about that..
    i think she had fun on the boat and everything..
    i had fun it was a good time..
    my little brother is a funny kid he talks alot..
    im kinda sun burnt and so is kai..
    but it will be ok i was white as a ghost except for my mexican style arms..
    yeah i think i want to drink some whiskey..
    but im trying to save money..
    i have to take kai to that show in a few days and i want to goto a show tomorrow..
    plus i have a car payment and all that then i owe the bike shop money for a bike..
    oh yeah if you want to buy it let me know..
    i guess im going to have to break my bank acc...
    oh well fuck it..
    so yeah nate is going to be here monday..
    im pretty siked about that..
    hes pretty much my best friend and i havent seen him in a long time..
    is it weird that my best friend lives in new york?
    it should be pretty cool to have him around for a while..
    between him and kai i cant think of 2 people outside of my family id rather hang out with..
    my gramps is pretty much the nicest guy around..
    he does alot for me and im thankful for that..
    my dad is pretty much awesome too..
    i mean he lets me work for him..
    he lets me and kai pretty much live with him..
    and theres alot more..
    im glad i like my family..
    its kick ass..
    so i guess i dont even know what to say now..
    i need to quit rambling..

    Current Mood: happy
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    Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
    06/22/05 @ 4:55PM
    im lame i guess...oh well
    yeah i guess im fucking lame..
    or something..
    it never seems like i do anything right anymore..
    kai always thinks im mad at her..
    when really im not..
    i just feel alone when shes not around..
    but its ok if she wants to do other things than hang out with me..
    i guess things will be ok or something..
    i love her..
    if you would have asked me if things would be like this a year ago id have said fuck no love is a joke..
    but i gave it another shot and im glad i did. i love kai more than anything ever. things are rough sometimes but i know its all worth it in the long run. if we just got along all the time things wouldnt seem right i dont think. KAI LYNN I LOVE YOU.
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    Friday, June 17th, 2005
    06/17/05 @ 8:46PM
    yeah pretty much....blah
    i think kai is already giving up on bikes..
    that kinda makes me upset..
    i know she can do alot more than she thinks..
    and i hate to fight with her..
    it makes me feel worse than anything..
    i wish we never did that kinda stuff..
    but i guess thats just apart of the whole relationship thing..
    i love her more than anything and i know that if we fight things will be fine..
    im not going to leave her and i hope she never leaves me..
    she is the best thing i have or have ever had..
    sometimes i think that she thinks i dont really love her or something..
    it makes me sad when she is sad..
    i try to make her happy but alot of the time she wont let me..
    she has friends.. she doesnt think she does anymore..
    that isnt my fault though..
    i dont understand why they cant come to her sometimes..
    alot of the time they have excuses why they cant or something..
    i dont mind taking her to hang out with them sometimes..
    but i dont think that its fair that she has to goto them all the time..
    why cant they come see her sometimes instead of her always having to goto them?
    i dont mind hanging out with her friends..
    they are cool kids and whatnot..
    i dont even know anymore...
    i guess things will be fine..
    i know they will..
    as long as she keeps loving me..
    i love her alot..
    heh...

    Current Mood: blah
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